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周子舒|周絮 (Zhou Zishu | Zhou Xu) ([personal profile] lonelydream) wrote2023-10-29 10:27 pm

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Zhou Xu

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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-08 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
( He feels so light, Wen Kexing tries not to let that fact sink in, making sure Zhou Zishu has his fill of the water before he places the cup back down. Then he's lifting a hand, using his sleeve to dab at the corner of his mouth. )

You'd say you were fine if you were on fire, Ah-Xu.

( Pot, kettle. )

Do you need anything else? More water?
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-10 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
( Obedient, his fingers slip back into place. It isn't perfect, and if Zhou Zishu had been anywhere else but on death's door the fragile feeling of those meridians would have him blind with panic. As it is, that weakness is a miracle. His own qi joins, slower than he'd usually like to offer but he doesn't want to go at this with brute force. Instead it is a careful progress. )

I thought -.

( A swallow, the click of his dry tongue. )

You're a stubborn bastard.

( Which is, above all things, a compliment. Anyone else might not have made it. ) You're sure you don't feel worse? Do you need me to fetch Hermoine again? Or someone like Anduin?
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-11 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
( The bubble of hysterical anxiety that sits in his throat threatens to burst, Wen Kexing has to swallow it down once, twice, his gaze not leaving Zhou Zishu. The other man's robes have come a little loose in his sleep, disordered, his hair unruly, Wen Kexing lifts a hand to smooth his fingers through it, gentle so as to avoid snagging. )

You'll do what I tell you, fine or not. You'll eat, and you'll avoid wine, and you'll rest, do you hear me?

( Nagging, but there's a very real level of fear beneath it, his hand moving to cup Zhou Zishu by the cheek, the hollow of it. )

This is a gift we're not squandering, you're going to behave.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-11 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Lenient.

( He raises an eyebrow. ) Maybe you'll be allowed to drink again before the first white hairs appear, but I wouldn't bank on it. You think we've put all this work in only to have you drink yourself stupid? Pah!

( He might let him sometime soon, though certainly not for a few days and absolutely in moderation but that is because Wen Kexing is a soft touch. )

A day, a night. I think it might be the evening.

( He hasn't left, so he doesn't know. Still, he makes his voice light, cheerful. ) So lazy. Maybe you just like me pining away at your bedside like you're some romantic hero and I'm the earnest village virgin but that is absolutely not the case and it won't be happening again.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-12 11:05 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

( He sounds a little like he doesn't believe it, voice tentative, dark eyes watching Zhou Zishu as they wind their fingers together. He shakes it off quickly enough, blinking away the doubt, smile creeping to the corner of his mouth. )

I'll make you a deal. The minute you're well enough to fight me you can have all the wine you want, mm?

( Grin inching higher again. )

Now move over. I'm going to get a crick in my back and have to hobble around this castle like an old woman soon.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-12 11:47 am (UTC)(link)
( Wen Kexing waits until Zhou Zishu is firmly settled, once more hovering at his side in case of emergency. Once he's satisfied his presence won't be more of a hindrance he's scooting himself under the covers. )

And I've been sitting at your bedside for ages, Ah-Xu.

( They both know he'd do it for longer if needed, which is why Wen Kexing feels bold enough to curl on his side, slinging an arm around Zhou Zishu's narrow-feeling waist. )

I at least waited until you were awake enough to let me, I'm not entirely a creep.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-12 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
( He's so very dear, Wen Kexing feels the way his heart stutters upon looking at Zhou Zishu, as though the thing itself wanted to break it's way free from the cage of it's ribs. As though it wanted to come home, to the man before him. Unbidden he ducks closer, presses dry lips to the other man's forehead, sweet, before they find his eyelid and repeat the process, careful, light, longing wedged inside his throat.

When he speaks his voice is softer.
)

Am I? ( A beat, and then, the words gusting over Zhou Zishu's cheek. ) If this hadn't have worked, I would have followed you. Zhou Zishu, do you know what you mean to me?
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-12 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Neither of us can then. Or if it has to happen then we'll have to agree to go together.

( He presses his forehead to Zhou Zishu's where the other man's is tacky from sweat and his healing body. He probably doesn't feel very good. Wen Kexing should offer to bathe him, will later, once the fear settles and his need to be productive takes full reign. For now he merely wants to linger, feel that closeness. )

Ah-Xu, I really -.

( A hand, cupping Zhou Zishu's cheek, thumb against the pale bow of his lip. )

I really do.

( Nonsensical as always, but then he's tipping closer, eyes open as he presses their mouths together. The kiss is quick, butterfly light, not at all like his salacious imaginings. He seems surprised himself by it, a flicker of it in the shadow of his eyes, pulling away scant inches. And then, quietly. ) I'm not drunk this time.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-16 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
( The second kiss is just as sweet, the earnest press of mouths against each other. Wen Kexing makes it deeper, more firm, caring very little for the taste of his breath or the smell of a sickbed, the facts of them barely flickering across his consciousness. He's all caught up in the joy of it instead, the fact that he is kissed back, that there is a hand on his own face, that it means something. The fact that he -. )

I love you.

( Ah, there it is. It pulls it's way from him with it's own bloodied hands, the shape of his devotion. The words themselves feel clumsy, fumbled against Zhou Zishu's mouth, and so he squeezes his eyes shut but does not pull further back from the man beside him, inhaling once, quick and shuddering. )

I -. ( Stumbling, ridiculous. ) I would do whatever you asked of me, Ah-Xu. I'd pull my heart from behind my ribs and give it to you, if that's what you wanted. I love you, and I didn't think I knew how to do that. If anyone ever hurt you I'd tear their skin from their bones with my teeth, do you -. I want -.

( A pause, eyelids flickering open again, a sigh. )

I love you.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-16 03:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay.

( Simple, as if his voice isn't ringing with the impact of his feelings. )

It's yours anyhow, you can do with it what you like.

( And then, softer still. ) It's all right, isn't it? That I -. That it's you.
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-16 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
( His mouth twitches, widens a little into a small smile. )

You tried to follow me, didn't you?

( The reason he'd been dying so quick, Wen Kexing's own folly. He'd had plans too. Poisons tucked away, or the idea that he could have simply torn out his own throat somehow, lingering. No one would have been able to stop him. ) What a pair we make.

( The hand on Zhou Zishu's face moves, curls around his hip instead. )

Ah-Xu, we can be something now.
Edited 2024-01-16 17:37 (UTC)
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-19 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Well.

( He sounds, if anything, a little breathless, dazed. It is a strange thing to think of a life not yet lived, choices made and decisions taken. ) As proposals go I think that's a pretty sound one, don't you?

( The peek of a smile, almost shy. He shifts closer, knees touching now. It's quiet in the little room they share, and his gaze is soft when it skips over every inch of Zhou Zishu's face. )

Ah, Ah-Xu. You're so lovely.

( Even gaunt, even tired, even sick. )
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[personal profile] wifedup 2024-01-21 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
( He blinks, guilt bleeding into his expression. It's not like Wen Kexing knows what the him of the future had been thinking, but he can guess at it. Maybe he thought Zhou Zishu would never know, a flimsy excuse. Maybe he'd thought he wouldn't care. Or maybe he'd just been blinded by his need for vengeance.

For now he swallows, clears his throat.
)

I won't.

( Fake his own death, anyway. )

I wouldn't have meant to hurt you, Ah-Xu.

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